Mononeurvosa
Eyes so tired.
Fixated on ghosts that I’ve left behind.
Haunted by the dreams that I’ve abandoned.
In this afterbirth dominion,
I am fallout’s son.
And I’ve wanted to die for a decade. Ouroboros In Perpetuum
And I’ve wanted to die for a decade.
Mononeurvosa.
A path of heavy freight,
diffused a light within you.
A premonition of fate.
We are fallout’s sons.
And I’ve wanted to die for a decade. Ouroboros in perpetuum.
And I’ve wanted to die for a decade.
Mononeurvosa.
Anchored to hurt.
Complacent, inert.
Wounds beyond words.
Scorching the earth.
The fury will find its way inside. Buried right between both eyes.
And if you’ll follow me, you’ll realize. There ain’t no other way.
And now you’ve come too far to right this path,
manifested in your brain.
We haven’t built this fire
to turn back now.
Some, Not All, Came Back
not found
A Depth Charge in a Dead Sea
Lost and living, precious things we pay.
Limbs you lose along the way.
Ashes descending,interred to soil below.
Or pulled into the undertow.
Build me a mountain, so sweeter be the fall.
We’ll meet again soon after all.
Build me a mountain,so sweeter be the fall.
As twilight comes for us,
engage the dying light.
And with unbending will, we rage into the night.
Left to wander plains without an end.
Abandoned was the son.
Inquisition to this bastard god.
Abandoned was the son.
An entreaty to the barren sky, he was heard by none.
I must keep drifting forward.
into the pale and deep unknown.
I must keep drifting forward.
To breach the veil and find my home.
Home.
Forward. Faster to the sun.
Granular Flow
Gouge out your eyes
Before an altar of lies.
Gouge out your eyes
They’ve seen more than a thousand lives.
Eroded divinations,
My soul of frayed belief.
This burning in my guts is killing me.
Granular Flow.
This heavy burden, ceaseless and slow.
Granular Flow.
The weight is real.
Gouge out your eyes,
There’s nothing left to sacrifice.
Gouge out your eyes,
They’ve seen more than a thousand lives.
This pain of mind, relentless .
Mother my queen of grief.
This bludgeoned, beating heart is killing me.
Granular Flow.
These phantom limbs that won’t let go.
Granular Flow.
The weight is real.
Granular Flow.
This heavy burden, ceaseless and slow.
Granular Flow.
The weight is real.
Nova Cruciatus
This vessel shone off a bright star.
The only light that remained.
Crashing home comes the reckoning.
Mother wept in her name.
And Oh, denial, her stone embrace. To hold you tight and bring you down.
There’s no shelter. For the heart. From her eyes.
This time there ain’t no disconnect.
The hole in your head is all that’s left.
Breaking ceilings of consciousness. Mind laid bare and bereft.
I shine like the cold blade of a thousand regrets.
Hell’s indeed a place .
Mama and me will show the way.
Lineage
Saw your face in the eye of a nightmare.
The more I stared the more you looked like me.
And I’d see the bones beneath your skin.
And smiled upon the kingdom you’d leave.
I walked the path you tread before me.
Circled in negative feedback gyre.
And I become the author, alone in glory.
Alight,
This soul is free and on fucking fire.
Break this bloodline , break the chains. Until none remain.
This heart
Is tethered
To things
Long dead
This soul
Is weathered
And it lingers
In regret
Old Dogs
Tears won’t bring them home.
And just as you walk,
You crawl.
Tears won’t bring them home.
All the shine turns to rust.
Like sand to water.
Hands full of dust.
Tears won’t bring them home.
All the old dogs are blind.
And just as you walk,
You crawl.
Tears won’t bring them home.
Deep coves to drag down.
Big hands to hold me up,
And never feel again.
Into the old dark quiet.
You will know I tried.
And I will know you tried.