Timor Lucis (2026) Post Luctum 🇺🇸 USA

Looking out
While still reflecting in
Casting out shadows
Won't let the darkness win
Looking out to sea

Basking in the light
While shrouded by the sea
Fill my lungs with the oceans tears
And wash me from the earth

Just locked up like a ghost
Casting out the shadows
Still locked up like a ghost

Basking in the light
While shrouded by the sea
Fill my lungs with the tears of the ocean
And wash me from the earth

Cutting through the night like the stars
Hoping that the world will forget me

Basking in the light
While shrouded by the sea
Fill my lungs with the tears of the ocean
And wash me from the earth

Locked up like a ghost
Still locked up like a ghost

All sorrows are sinking deeper
Just let all them drown
Send them below in hopes they won't resurface
The skies have angry eyes
But my soul is more spiteful
Weaponize the rage that burns inside

The choice was made to release you from my heart
A punishment that lingers far too long
Incinerate all hope for happiness
No turning back a love thats disavowed

Hear the whispers of ghostly sailors
Feeling wind cutting through me
In the grips of comfort, isolation grows

The choice was made to release you from my heart
A punishment that lingers far too long
Incinerate all hope for happiness
No turning back a love thats disavowed

I've been cut and bled a thousand times
But only by those that I've let in
A kind heart simply means nothing
So I'm secluding here

Learned silence wont leave me anguish
Wiser given my peace
From a world not accepting me
A love thats lying to my face
Just abandon me
Your heart turned its back on me, I reject the world itself

Empty
Soulless but true
Enchantment departed from you
Dark waves crash to the sands
Confined only to land
No solace
Stricken by grief
Just shelter
A beacon at sea

A king, an eye that sees
Passing glance of hope and all it brings
A promise in gold washed away
Damn me to salt, and waves below

A curse, now a plague
My bones be erased
The call of a gull
The sea beckons me

A king, an eye that sees
Passing glance of hope and all it brings
A promise in gold washed away
Damn me to salt, and waves below

Fear released me from its hands
Trembling upon the sands
Yet feel secure
Feel the winds all blowing past
I welcome in the cold
The towering light burns so bright
Bury my head in the waves
Feel the water rushing in
I welcome in the cold

Stinging from the wounds
Inflicted from the world
Heartbeat slowing down
A calm within my soul

Its haunted me for years but let go
The ache persisted finally lost its hold
Numb to disappointment
Hopes won't let me down
A broken spirit welcomes in the cold

Stinging from the wounds
Inflicted from the world
Heartbeat slowing down
A calm within my soul

Its haunted me for years but let go
The ache persisted finally lost its hold
Numb to disappointment
Hopes won't let me down
A broken spirit welcomes in the cold
My nihilistic viewpoint has been handed down
A history that repeats and been bound
I lost my sense of self once i forced it out
My broken spirit welcomes in the cold

Day by day I dim the glow
Lean into the dark, I walk
Shed the dreams I held
The rot in me only grows

Words lost
Eager to leave
Drowned by waves

Pulled into water and shadows
Marked my end
Comfort in my rest
My tomb
Sunken fate

Dark thoughts
Feelings so true
Lonely in the sea

Pulled into water and shadows
Marked my end
Comfort in my rest
My tomb
Sunken fate

To filter out the night
Become the dark

Wane
And dissipate
Trust
Engulf in my faith
That all will fade

I'll harness the loss deep inside me
I'm willing to be finally free
The ocean will holdall i have dreamed
The deeper I sink, the lighter i'll be

Waves welcoming
The cold comforts

I'll harness the loss deep inside me
I'm willing to be finally free
The ocean will hold all that I have dreamed
The deeper I sink, the lighter I'll be

I will no longer focus on my grace
Be one with the dark
And hold on to the rush of my fading light